It has been a long time since I have seen your face. I miss you. I wish now that I had taken the time to see you in Ealdor, but I was too scared. Too angry.
Why did you never tell me about my father? You had Gaius keep it from me when I should have learnt about him and the dragonlords from you. All that time I thought he didn't care for either of us when it was the opposite. He gave up everything so that you could be safe.
He wanted to see you, never forgot you after all those years. I was going to bring him back to you after Camelot had been saved from Kilgharrah's wrath. But the bandits caught us on the way and it was my fault one got to him. I'm sorry.
I wonder if you would forgive me if you knew. You probably didn't think your son would turn out to be a disappointment like I am. I've done terrible things while in Camelot. Terrible enough to make Arthur hate me when magic did not. You were right about the magic, mother. Arthur came around in the end. It's funny in a way, how we thought that was the worst of it back then. We were wrong. There's much worse things than magic when it comes to me.
To Hunith (after his falling out with Arthur)
It has been a long time since I have seen your face. I miss you. I wish now that I had taken the time to see you in Ealdor, but I was too scared. Too angry.
Why did you never tell me about my father? You had Gaius keep it from me when I should have learnt about him and the dragonlords from you. All that time I thought he didn't care for either of us when it was the opposite. He gave up everything so that you could be safe.
He wanted to see you, never forgot you after all those years. I was going to bring him back to you after Camelot had been saved from Kilgharrah's wrath. But the bandits caught us on the way and
it was my faultone got to him. I'm sorry.I wonder if you would forgive me if you knew. You probably didn't think your son would turn out to be a disappointment like I am. I've done terrible things while in Camelot. Terrible enough to make Arthur hate me when magic did not. You were right about the magic, mother. Arthur came around in the end. It's funny in a way, how we thought that was the worst of it back then. We were wrong. There's much worse things than magic when it comes to me.
Merlin